Transformational

Man, I don’t even know where to begin. Life is awesome. So awesome.

Looking back at the past five years- man oh man how awesome of a journey it has been! Jared said something to me a few weeks ago that really stuck with me; “It’s like we’re dating completely different people” … And he is 100% correct. The growth that has taken place over the past five years, most being in the past two, is crazy.

Most recently in the past few months, I have grown at max speed… and seem to be just getting started. Everything seems to keep falling into place, everything is making sense. 

I wrote about improving CFI a few weeks ago, and that’s why you haven’t seen me on here in a little while. I have hired a mentor, and I am completely consumed with making CFI the very best that I can. I am only two weeks into learning, and I am over the moon excited. Let me say that again- over.the.moon! I get super super excited just thinking about it, and I can go on and on when talking about it. I have a ton of work ahead of me still, but I’m so ready to keep tackling this mission.

In the midst of this I have also found and said out loud to my closest friends what my next goal is- AFTER getting CFI to the level that I want it to be. That new goal scares me, but so did opening CFI.  I feel the same way about this new goal as I did before opening CFI (clear-cut determined)..my point is that it WILL happen.  Its so freakin awesome to have such a clear goal and vision.

Just as important as the end goal, is all the learning that is taking place- which is new to me. Normally I am only concerned with the end product. I am now fully aware that there actually will never be an “end product” because once I have it to where I want it, I am going to learn something new and apply that. Constantly evolving.

The other day I went through our business FB page’s photo’s and videos.. Have you seen that shit?! (I know! I know! I should have gone back through it all like three years ago-better late than never?) I was mortified of the content that we put out there, of the things that we thought would grow our business. 😳 Holy.Smokes. I was mortified, however I was also not mad at myself. I simply knew that we are in a transition, and am super thankful for who I am today, what I’ve learned, and what I am about to learn. I spent a good part of my day deleting the content. Why? Because that is not an accurate representation of who we are and what we stand for anymore. That shit’s history.

I’m thankful for the learning I’ve done to be able to recognize it, address it, and move forward.

Gosh-moral of the story in today’s post… Life is fucking awesome. So awesome. The world has so much to offer us. Take it, learn it, use it, share it, be nice, and care. Be a better version of yourself everyday.

-Neen